YO y sólo YO.- ... o Yo Solo.

Cada tanto me despierto nadando en aguas calmas.
Organizo mis dias con sonrisas entre dientes.

Cada tanto me da por creer que no tengo heridas insanables, que todo lo pasado sirvio para bien.

Que he crecido en las desgracias floreciendo en tierra avinagrada.


Hace años que escapo de mis vidas.

Me he refugiado en el trabajo, en mas de mil y una noches. En las certezas e inseguridades solo propias.
Engañando a Javier con la imagen que Javier deseaba ver.

Y de algún milagroso modo, consiguiendo siempre cinco minutos extras.

Pude ser padre.

No lo fui por algo. ALGO que transformo el sí en no.
El NO, en YA NO.

en NO MÁS.


Me he permitido desbarrancar.

Y salir del barro.
Y desbarrancar nuevamente.

Y salir caer salir caersalircaersalircaersalircaersalircaersalircaer.


Y asi dejar que pase la vida.


Soy, basicamente, un tipo bueno.

Jodido, roto y casi casi vacío. Pero bueno.

Soy el tipo que vos, casada desde hace años con esa bola grasosa que solo piensa en comer, cojerte los jueves y mirar futbol los domingos, desearias tener a tu lado.


Aunque tambien creo que soy el que despues dejarías para volver a la seguridad del polvo muerto de los jueves.


Yo, te espero con la comida ya cocinada y lista.

Yo, cebo los mates que tomaras.

Yo, lavo tu ropa junto a la mia y me rio de las tonteras mutuas.


Me encargo que las tormentas propias no te toquen.

O al menos no impacten de pleno.
Yo soy GRIS pero trato de pintarme para no contagiar.


Yo soy Javier, peleando a la contra. Resguardando los últimos pedazos de utopías contra ajenos y propios ataques. Construyendo la casa con piedritas, lento muy lento pero intentando ser continuo.

Y sigo buscando transformar los dias buenos en constantes de la vida.


Como dijo el coso este que escribe tan bonito... "Somos lo que hacemos para cambiar lo que somos".

Salud.-

9 comentarios:

andreita dijo...

¡Upa! ¡Picantón eh!

VerdaT que sos un buen tipo... Verdad que si... "somos lo que hacemos para cambiar lo que somos" (no cambie eso que hace, pues) =)

Beso, Javi!

*AntagoniSta* dijo...

Con muchos simbolitos y vaya a saber en que idioma...Sea lo que sea, que bueno que sea Ud.

Javi! dijo...

ja!!!se enloquecio!!! vamos a ver que carajo paso anta!!

Samuel poeta dijo...

¡Buenas tardes! Mi nombre es Samuel, vivo en Río de Janeiro, Brasil. Muy interesantes sus textos. Le deseo suerte y éxito. Me gustaría extender una invitación a visitar mi blog en www.poemasdosamuel.blogspot.com dará la bienvenida a sus comentarios.

Vota en la encuesta y dejar tu comentario. Su presencia es muy importante!

Mar y Sol(a veces tenue y otras no) dijo...

De lejos se ve a javi o javier pero se lo encuentra por ahí entre esas líneas
Un gusto pasar por aquí como siempre
Beso

Pedro Garcia Millan dijo...

HERE'S A DIFFERENT KIND OF REALITY IN THE U.S.A. THAT PEOPLE TURN A BLIND EYE TO BUT AFFECTS THEM DAILY AND WILL EVENTUALLY KILL SOCIETY AS YOU & I BOTH KNOW IT UNLESS WE STAND UP & STOP THEM!
===========================================

PART 1

THE U.S. CITIZENS HAVE THEIR BRAINS SCRAMBLED VIA FLUORIDE IN THE WATER & ALL THE ASPERTAME THEY CONSUME IN POP DRINKS, BUT THERE IS MORE.....

You see, Bush Sr., & Jr., Clinton, Regan, Carter, Obama, Ford...ALL these presidents are in what is dubbed a SECRET SOCIETY called The Moloch Axis Demoniacs (i coined the phrase myself...Dr. A.P. and i don't use my full name because WHO knows WHAT sinister crap they'd do to me IF they found out?) or M.A.D. for short.

These people, and there’s obviously more of them (Cheney, Rumsfeld etc.) than the ones mentioned, control KEY positions not just in government, business, society etc. They are GRADUALLY erroding MORAL/FAMILY VALUES in society. SO gradual that it's like hairloss! You see it ever so slowly and you have to be a keen eye to boot!

For example, women in the workforce...they go to work so WHO takes care of the kids? Some goofs getting minimum wage who could care less about those kids. Family split apart because NOW both parents work and the cost of life itself purposely increased to perpetuate this separation. Kids grow up with NO moral/family values. Repeat this a few generations and before you know it, you have mindless zombies that don't know RIGHT from WRONG! Easily programmable to get in debt, be anti-christ-like etc.

Also, the coming mark of the beast 666. Remember HOW it all used to be ca$h only? Then they introduced checks, then credit cards to get yourself in serious financial troubles, then ATM cards, and now that STUPID SWIPE-PASS card. What is the purpose of all this? To get people broken down enough and stupid enough through putting FLUORIDE in the drinking water and ASPERTAME in soda drinks/pop cans so we ALL can accept the 666 chip. So NOBODY can buy or sell or own ANYTHING lest he has the mark of the beast (anti-christ) which is 666.

I can go on for days & days as to the subtleties and more examples but i think you all SEE the points i make here. It's all SUBTLE and GRADUAL negative changes day in & day out that these M.A.D. demons (because they are demonic and have placed their trust in demons in exchange for their souls and material possessions here on earth) are passing into laws in Canada, USA, UK, SPAIN, FRANCE etc.

Pedro Garcia Millan dijo...

HERE'S A DIFFERENT KIND OF REALITY IN THE U.S.A. THAT PEOPLE TURN A BLIND EYE TO BUT AFFECTS THEM DAILY AND WILL EVENTUALLY KILL SOCIETY AS YOU & I BOTH KNOW IT UNLESS WE STAND UP & STOP THEM!
===========================================

PART 1

THE U.S. CITIZENS HAVE THEIR BRAINS SCRAMBLED VIA FLUORIDE IN THE WATER & ALL THE ASPERTAME THEY CONSUME IN POP DRINKS, BUT THERE IS MORE.....

You see, Bush Sr., & Jr., Clinton, Regan, Carter, Obama, Ford...ALL these presidents are in what is dubbed a SECRET SOCIETY called The Moloch Axis Demoniacs (i coined the phrase myself...Dr. A.P. and i don't use my full name because WHO knows WHAT sinister crap they'd do to me IF they found out?) or M.A.D. for short.

These people, and there’s obviously more of them (Cheney, Rumsfeld etc.) than the ones mentioned, control KEY positions not just in government, business, society etc. They are GRADUALLY erroding MORAL/FAMILY VALUES in society. SO gradual that it's like hairloss! You see it ever so slowly and you have to be a keen eye to boot!

For example, women in the workforce...they go to work so WHO takes care of the kids? Some goofs getting minimum wage who could care less about those kids. Family split apart because NOW both parents work and the cost of life itself purposely increased to perpetuate this separation. Kids grow up with NO moral/family values. Repeat this a few generations and before you know it, you have mindless zombies that don't know RIGHT from WRONG! Easily programmable to get in debt, be anti-christ-like etc.

Also, the coming mark of the beast 666. Remember HOW it all used to be ca$h only? Then they introduced checks, then credit cards to get yourself in serious financial troubles, then ATM cards, and now that STUPID SWIPE-PASS card. What is the purpose of all this? To get people broken down enough and stupid enough through putting FLUORIDE in the drinking water and ASPERTAME in soda drinks/pop cans so we ALL can accept the 666 chip. So NOBODY can buy or sell or own ANYTHING lest he has the mark of the beast (anti-christ) which is 666.

I can go on for days & days as to the subtleties and more examples but i think you all SEE the points i make here. It's all SUBTLE and GRADUAL negative changes day in & day out that these M.A.D. demons (because they are demonic and have placed their trust in demons in exchange for their souls and material possessions here on earth) are passing into laws in Canada, USA, UK, SPAIN, FRANCE etc.

*AntagoniSta* dijo...

y no me importa en que andará pero yo quiero leerlo, sepaló.

Mrs Magoo dijo...

"Yo soy Gris pero trato de pintarme para no contagiar", me encantó!! En alba se consigue de esa pintura?????
Yo creo que si escribís esto no debés ser tannn monstruoso como parecés creer. O simplmente necesitás a alguien de 5 manos que pueda acariciar tus 3 cabezas.
En todo caso, como alguien me dijo una vez "dejá de mirar otros lugares, donde te encontrás ya es el mejor lugar, sólo falta que te des cuenta"